Monday, May 18, 2015

Why can't they just wait in line?

That's a question I always found myself asking when talking about immigration from Central America and Mexico.  Being New York, the issue of immigration is something that is so easily swept under the rug.  The only knowledge I had on the issue came from the news.  Even then, it was never a focal issue for most networks.  My mother is an immigrant from Cuba, so most of my knowledge on the issue comes from a very conservative standpoint.  "Why can't they just wait their turn?" was a question always discussed in my house.  It wasn't until my year with JVC that I realized how ignorant I have been my whole life.

Tucson, AZ is located 80 miles north of the US-Mexico border.  It is the complete opposite of being in New York in that immigration and migration are not issues you can ignore. They are integrated into the daily life of every Tucson resident.  I learned this very quickly.  The first few months were a rough time.  All of my communitymates were more or less set in their views on the issue.  They jumped right into organizations such as Samaritans and No Mas Muertas.  I felt very confused and isolated at times.  Not fully understanding my opinions on the issue. About a month into my time in Tucson, I was introduced to an Americorps Vista who worked directly with migrants being released from detention on humanitarian parole to reunite with family in the US while awaiting their hearing.  One afternoon, I got out of work early and offered to help them out for an afternoon.  On this day, I met a migrant woman from Honduras and her three year old daughter.  The woman was fleeing from her husband after years of violent abuse.  With my very broken Spanish, I helped her pick out clothes from the program's clothing closet, heated up some soup, and just talked with her.  It turned out it was her daughter's third birthday.  Trying to make them feel welcomed and comfortable, the lead volunteer and I found a cheese danish and a small candle. The little girl was so excited to be able to celebrate her birthday and the mother was grateful we could make this special for them. After that day, I really started to think about my views and what they are rooted in.  I realized they were not really supported in much of anything other than what I had heard growing up on Long Island.




This past month, I was fortunate enough to go to Nogales, AZ, USA and Nogales, Sonora, Mex. with my community and the Albuquerque JV community.  Our program coordinator set up a border immersion trip to experience the issue of migration first hand through the Kino Border Initiative, a Jesuit-run, binational organization focused on the issues of migration (https://www.kinoborderinitiative.org/).  On our first day at the border, we walked across into Nogales, Son. and visited El Comedor.  El Comedor is a place where recently deported migrants can come for a hot meal twice a day, as well as receive medical and financial assistance.  When the migrants are detained by US Border Patrol, everything is taken from them.  Any money they had is returned upon deportation, but in the form of a check.  These checks cannot be cashed in Mexico, so it is useless and the migrants are left with nothing. There is a group of people who come to El Comedor and cash the checks so the migrants can have their money back. There is a group who takes inventory of things taken by Border Patrol and not returned.  More often then not, the items migrants are missing are paper documents, mainly IDs.  This becomes an issue if a family member wanted to send the migrants money, they need a form of identification to pick it up. (Side note: most migrants are not deported back to the port of entry close to where they crossed, therefor many of them are forced to travel extremely long distances back to where they came from.  Oftentimes, families are also separated and deported to different ports of entry and must attempt to reconnect without knowing where each member is.)  This group of workers offer their name to the families and will pick up the money transfer for them.  There is also a medical person there five days out of the week to offer anything from medication, to bandaids. Deported migrants can visit El Comedor for eight days after deportation.


Some pictures from El Comedor.

We served two meals that day at El Comedor. I noticed there was no medical personnel that day, so I offered my EMT knowledge to Thomas, our Jesuit tour guide for the day.  With the help of a native speaker, Karina, in the ABQ JV house helping me translate, I distributed pain medicine to two men, and bandaged and wrapped the feet of another.  The image of this migrants feet is something that will never leave my mind.  They were covered in blisters and callouses.  He had at least 3 ingrown nails. It was a very real depiction of what these people go through in attempts to seek out a better life in the United States.

Between meals at El Comedor, Thomas brought us to a women's shelter for women and children who were recently deported.  There, again with Karina's translating help, we spoke to one of the women.  She had been living with her husband and two daughters in Florida for several years, when she got news that her mother in Mexico was sick.  She began sending money to help her mother in Mexico.  Her mother kept asking her to come see her, but the woman at the shelter knew going back to Mexico would be very risky.  Her husband and daughters did not want her to go back, but she missed her mother so much she had to go.  When she arrived in Mexico, she found out that the money she had been sending to help her mother was being pocketed my someone else.  She was scammed and lost a lot of money.  After a few weeks, she decided to return to the US, where she was arrested, detained, and deported.  She is now separated from her immediate family who is still in Florida. Her family in Mexico will not help her, because they believe she had abandoned them by moving to the United States.  As we were all crying with her, what she said shocked us.  Through her own tears, she told us how grateful she is --- grateful that her daughters still have a bright future in the United States, grateful that they can attend schools and gain higher education, grateful for the people at El Comedor and the women's shelter for welcoming her with open arms and for helping her get back on her feet in Mexico.
Downtown Nogales, Son. was once flourishing with business from American people, including dozens of celebrities.  After the militarization of the border and the construction of the wall, many once thriving, such as La Caverna, are left abandoned.

The following day, we hiked the migrant trails through the desert and to the border with a group called the Samaritans (http://www.tucsonsamaritans.org/).  We hiked 3.5 miles before dropping food bags and water at the border for migrants who are traveling.  We learned that it is about a 2 day walk from where we were in Nogales the previous day to this point of the border. Here we could really see how militarized the US-Mexico Border is.

Top: Downtown Nogales, Son., Mex (18' metal wall)
Bottom: Migrant trails (some sticks and barbed wire with a gate)

After serving the second meal at El Comedor on that first day, we crossed back into the US and stayed at the Jesuit Residence in Nogales, AZ.  We talked with the Jesuits there and casually debriefed about everything we saw and experienced.  Fr. Pete, asst director of education for KBI, told us the best thing we could do to help the issue of migration is to go back and tell people what we saw, tell them stories about the people we met, and tell them how this isn't a political issue, this is a humanitarian issue.  And so here I am writing this post, to do all of those things.

Since then, I have faced a lot of tension and resistance when relaying my experiences to my family and friends back in the Northeast.  The people who are so desperate to come to the United States are in no way living a comfortable life.  They are desperate.  They are also some of the strongest people I have ever met.  With this new, first hand knowledge and experiences, to answer the question "Why can't they just wait in line?" my answer is, is they could, they would, and since they can't, as fellow human beings, we need to reach out and help them.





PS- For the people who like logic and facts, here is a flow chart depicting exactly why these migrants are fleeing the violence and poverty in their county without "waiting in line":

Tuesday, October 21, 2014

A Reflection on Our Reflection

Hello friends!

Long time, no blog. Here's a quick summary of things that have been going on here in the Southwest:

1. Casa Nacho is officially bedbug free (yay!) We spent a good amount of time putting the house back together and unpacking everything we had to pack up for the exterminators to come in.

2. Allie, Allison, Claire, and I spent Columbus Day weekend in Albuquerque for the Hot Air Balloon Fiesta.  We had an awesome time hanging out with the ABQ JVs who we haven't seen since Orientation back in August.  The weather wasn't entirely on our side, so we only were able to do balloon related things on Saturday morning.  Sunday, however, we took it upon ourselves to take a self-guided Breaking Bad tour.  Here are some pictures from the weekend:




 Allison, Claire, me, and Allie at Mass Ascension 

 The White residence




The Pinkman Residence

Today, our program coordinator, Cece (who is one of the most wonderful people in the world) organized our Fall Day of Reflection.  She spent the last week meeting with my roommate and I all individually and gathered what we needed as a community.  Overall, I think the day went really really well and I think that our community now has so much room to grow and thrive.  We spent the day at St .Thomas the Apostle church which is way north of anywhere we've really been in Tucson.  It was nice to feel like we were getting away without actually going too far.  The church was BEAUTIFUL!! Because of lighting, it wasn't possible to capture all the beauty in a single picture.  The first picture is a picture of the alter.  Notice the windows being it with ivy covered archways?  Well the second picture was the view through the window.  It was completely surreal.


That's it for now.  Hope all is well back home and elsewhere :)

Friday, October 3, 2014

Finding Happiness in the Smallest of Places

This entire week was literally the week from hell.  To give you a quick summary:

Monday: Walked all the way to the bus stop, realized I forgot my wallet, had to walk all the way home and back, was late for work.

Tuesday: Decided I was sick of relying on busses, tried to bike to work, gears didn't work, chain broke, had to walk the bike to the bus stop and take the bus anyway, was late for work

Wednesday: woke up with a nose bleed (Arizona mornings are getting pretttttttttyyy chilly), was late for work

Thursday: lost my bus pass, walked into a cactus, was late for work

Friday: found out we had bed bugs, had to spend around 25% of the money we're allotted per month on mattress covers, garbage bags, etc, was late for work

As I sit here staring at the piles and piles of giant bags from Bed Bath & Beyond, Home Depot, and Target, I can't help but think about how genuinely shitty this entire week has been, and this weekend won't even be much of a break.

At the same time, however, I realized this is the perfect opportunity to find happiness in the smallest of things.  Here is the list I compiled of things that happened this week that made me genuinely happy:

- I got text from my dad that made me laugh harder than I have in a very long time
- I got a package from home that included cookies Joey made all by himself and a Spanish cookbook from my grandma that I spent the entire day reading and flagging all the recipes I want to make
- I found out my dad got accepted to a job training program and will be going back to school.
- I found out that two of my best friends (one of whom I wrote a recommendation letter for) will be leading Global Outreach projects next semester
- When we were in a jam to get a ride to the store to buy all the bed bug supplies, I called a coworker and she had no problem driving my roommate and I from store to store for hours tonight getting everything we needed
- I realized that my relationship with my brother has gotten a million times stronger since I moved across the country
- I genuinely love all my students.  A first grader asked me why I moved to Arizona. I told her so that I can hang out with her.  She said that was a good reason.  A 7th grader asked me if I could stay until next December, instead of August.
- Everyone at work was totally and completely understanding of everything going on this week

As you can see, even though my week was plagued with bad things, but there were also even more happy little things.  When I was going through some pretty rough times, my mom would always tell me, "When you're going through hell, just keep going, because you don't want to stay there." Taking that approach to this week, it's important to just keep moving forward.

AMDG+

Sunday, September 28, 2014

J and J's Adventure Day

Today, Julie and Jerry (our two community support people) took us on a hike to the beautiful Sabino Canyon.  We started bright and early just before 8am and hiked so many trails.  We ended the day swimming in a river we found that got substantially deep.  The cool water was indescribably refreshing after the hours of hiking in the heat.  I ALSO SAW MY FIRST RATTLESNAKE! Apparently we all stepped right over it until Abi noticed it.  We were ridiculously lucky none of us stepped on it...

I unfortunately did not take many pictures today, but I wanted to share some that my roommate Abi took:

Jerry lent me his sun hat. We matched for the day.

THE RATTLER

These were along the river we swam in.  Pretty impressive to whoever built them.

Getting ready to jump in!

Awesome views!

Desert hikes are quite different from what I'm used to in the Northeast

Barrel cactus flower


Tuesday, September 16, 2014

The Right Choice

As I sit here in my kitchen in my kitchen in Tucson AZ, I look back on the events that led me here

Let's go back to December 2013. If you knew me then, you knew that I was stressing about a million and one different things going on in life.  The reality of graduation was setting in.  I was struggling with different relationships with my friends.  Above all, I had NO idea what I wanted to do.  I decided to apply to JVC on a whim, less than a month before the application was due.

Fast forward to September 16th, 2014.

As I was walking into work this morning, it was the first time since starting this process that I was able to say I am 100% positive that I made the right decision so many months ago.  Here I am in my kitchen in a house I've shared with five of the most amazing women the past month and a half.  I've met the most amazing people.  I've seen the most beautiful sunsets.  I work with the cutest kids every day.  Being so far away from essentially everything and everyone I know has given me the best opportunity to strengthen the relationships that are important to me (I've Skyped my friend in Argentina at least three times since being here). I value every phone call home, and I look forward to it every day.  I've actually picked up the phone and called people who's voice I had almost forgotten because we rely so heavily on texts nowadays. I actually call my brother at UVM, because I know I cant rely on seeing him every month or so.

Looking back on where I've been, where I am now, and where I am going, I leave you now with a quote I found yesterday that I felt really connected to:


"Clouds come floating into my life, no longer

 to carry rain or usher storm, but to add 

color to my sunset sky.”

-Rabindranath Tagore

Sunday, August 31, 2014

Long time, no see!

I can't believe it's already been three weeks!

Well things have been pretty busy.  I started work at Pio Decimo and I absolutely fell in love! I'm working in the preschool classroom.  We started out the year with only 5 students, but I just found on on Friday that two more enrolled and will be starting on Tuesday! (yay for 3 day weekends by the way!) My students (all 3 years old) are all so adorable.  I love spending time with them.  It's great to see them thrive too.  My class is comprised of 3 girls and 2 boys.  When they started school two and a half weeks ago, the girls always needed me to push them on the swings when we had outdoor play.  By the end of this week, after I help them get on the swings they are good to go.  They are so proud of themselves and always yell to me "Teacher look! I'm going so high!"  One of the boys also can now make it halfway across the monkey bars without my help.  These little things that bring them so much excitement and joy make me happy and make my job in Arizona the best I've ever had.

My casamates and I have been settling in nicely.  Now that we're on more of a routine, we started to explore the city more.  I try to make it out of the building during my lunch break every day to see what's around.  The other day I spent my entire lunch break at Tucson Reptile Rescue learning all about different reptiles and hanging out with some giant lizards and turtles.

There's so much more I could talk about, but we have a community business meeting soon so I need to get ready.  I'm always open to phone and Skype calls though :)

Missing everyone on the East coast! <3

Sunday, August 10, 2014

First Days in Tucson

Hello again,

My roommate Claire and I made the mile bike ride to Starbucks to get some wifi.  Today marks our second full day in Tucson.  We're all still struggling with the jet lag a little bit.  In case some of you don't know, most of Arizona doesn't recognize daylight savings time, so relative to the East coast, we're three hours behind.  A lot of breakfast foods at 6am Tucson time.

When we got to our house on Friday night, we were greeted by our two community support members.  Julie is an FJV, and Jerry is just heavily involved in the Tucson community and loves JVC.  Julie made us an enchilada casserole, and Jerry brought over a cake.  After a restful night, Julie and Jerry took us around the city, making sure we knew where everything was.  They took us out to lunch in downtown Tucson.  It reminds me a lot of Burlington, VT. We had plans to go back downtown at night, but couldn't figure out the bus schedule.  Instead we watched the sun set over the Tucson mountains from our rooftop.  Awesome community bonding (Even though, lets be real, we didn't really need it. We're already awesome friends)

This morning Jerry came over with doughnuts from what he claimed to be "the best bakery in town." Anyone who knows me well knows that I have hated doughnuts since about the first grade, but these were AMAZING!! Today was a lot of errand running and some more cleaning.  Also, IT RAINED TODAY! Only a drizzle and only for a couple of minutes, but after the ridiculous heat, it was very welcomed.

Only two more free days before I start work, and I absolutely cannot wait.